tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-270109132024-03-07T13:37:12.831-08:00LIFE IS LIKE THATRead if you like
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Everything will help me to improveShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.comBlogger76125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-85705348344174779142019-05-10T23:34:00.002-07:002019-05-10T23:34:53.841-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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That everyday fight to fight emptiness , or finding peace in current moment<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Well everyday cant be glorious but at least there has to be something which makes you feel you did not waste your day.</span><div style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">
When netflix and chill is cool</div>
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A a meal outside or order in is great </div>
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Social media is guilt pleasure</div>
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But the overindulgence is what steals the fun.</div>
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Weekdays are busy to even think beyond your next task</div>
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And Weekends are for introspection </div>
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Am I living or barely existing.</div>
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Time wasted on browsing through videos , whatsapp chats , quora answers are just fillers , it is like numbing your mind so that you stop feeling anything profound - pure escapism .</div>
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Every few months when I hit rock bottom I try to reevaluate all the extra baggage we carry to make our lives more complicated and Unhappy.</div>
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When a long vacation is great or a meal outside is relaxing we cant always do that every single day.</div>
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We have to find something simple or productive to attain that zen like feeling during most part of our day</div>
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Idiotic it may sound but when the chaos hits me the first thing I start doing is simply decluttering my cub-board, it is therapeutic .</div>
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Getting rid of unnecessary and making physical empty space in house is instant mood booster.</div>
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A simple thing to brighten up your every day is cooking something which is simple and comforting. instant gratification.</div>
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And when to things or worst I run towards empathy , selfish it may sound but it heals you .</div>
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Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-75291710036935860722011-06-10T09:46:00.001-07:002011-06-10T09:49:59.679-07:00What to choose????<span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">The best days of the life were getting ruined, kicked, and killed and I know I was part of all this somehow, things were not in my control and the frustration around them made it worse. Whatever little essence it had was lost to frustration. Waiting for each day to pass is such a miserable thing to do.</span></span> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"><span> </span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">I thought about two options </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"><span>1)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">Accepting the situation </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:1.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"><span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> <wbr> <wbr> </span></span>i.<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">This brought little peace. But most of the times the level of agitation was way above this feeling, but in the end I would try to convince myself that things will change. </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"><span>2)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">Alter \ change the situation</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:1.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"><span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> <wbr> <wbr> </span></span>i.<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">This option can also be considered, may be initial fight will be difficult but in long run this will bring ultimate peace for sure. But the energy needed was tremendous and I was always surrounded by fears.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">I don’t know how people deal with all this, may be an intelligent person with settle for option 1 and a brave person with option 2 but a fool like me will keep dangling between the choices to be made and living half heartedly till end.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10.0pt;">Why can’t god make things easier?</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;"><span> </span></span></span></p>Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-2602889925824262892011-06-01T10:07:00.000-07:002017-05-22T07:00:26.193-07:00Soil Your Hands – Tend some plants<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">I must say I am bit lucky here ,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">I have soiled my hands digging small kitchen garden back home,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Removed the stones and leveled the area ,set fresh soil in ,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Planted green grass, some fruit plants watered them and watched them grow,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Some rose cutting , even tried basics of Grafting , a red rose from a pink rose plant ,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Grown some veggies , orange, mango, guava tree</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Yes I did it all ,</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Some flourished and others died but I have seen them grow ,</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">It is different kind of pleasure to plant a seed and see it growing. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">I can’t describe the feeling of that first fruit or flower on the plant you have grown,</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">It is sheer bliss.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">As kids we would frequently check how much the little fruit has grown since morning.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Plants need, little water, some sunshine and love and they give much more in return,</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">In Mumbai it seems difficult but I promise to take care of small aloe Vera plant I have just bought.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "open sans" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15px;">Trust me without tending much it has already started giving me more than what I have asked for.</span></div>
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Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-23964657901159516652011-06-01T10:03:00.000-07:002011-06-01T10:06:48.781-07:00Solitary is the best form of attaining self happiness<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Solitary is the best form of attaining self happiness.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">The more you are person \ situation dependent the more sorrow you bring to your lives. Expectations rejections vacuum and then sorrow, it is true you can’t escape people completely, and they do bring some level of happiness in your lives but most of them are short lived,</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">If living in such a world brings just anxieties and sorrow then how to keep the child within alive??</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Well I can’t answer it completely but I myself am trying to find the answers.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Internal happiness is a state and should never be dependent on the world outside. In the world around you can always behave conduct the way you are expected to. Fulfill your duties and try doing it with a smile but never let your inner self be fooled by this, always nourish it like a child, Seems difficult but not impossible. A smile on face doesn’t cost much but in long run will make you life less hostile.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>1)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Whenever possible indulge in activity you love – do whatever it takes.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span> </span>Do it – just do it even if you are on one side of boxing ring and the entire world on other side. Live – Just live your life. Shout Cry scream all at same time and build wonderful memories for yourself.<span> </span>do anything you love , Cook some yummy mini meal for yourself , A walk in the nearby area, A book reading session , Get Glued to blogs , Watch a movie you love , Go for trekking , Get drenched in rains , Take an hour long bath . Shop. Do anything but self pity.<span> </span>Convincing , begging , Self pity are such mean<span> </span>words – don’t do that to yourself may be not for others but for god you are a beautiful creature and you got to respect it.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>2)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Spend time with yourself, Once in a while indulge in some serious thoughts about yourself and rest all time just chill, You don’t need to change the world or yourself, But a small time with yourself makes you feel calmer, Talking to yourself is such an awesome feeling, with no one to judge and no one to please you are just yourself. Celebrate being you </span></span><span style="font-family:Wingdings;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Wingdings;"><span>J</span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>3)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Maintain dairy \ blog \ some writings of your thoughts, you can post it as anonymous, Vomit out there. Sometimes it is not important to find the answers but the questions which reside within you</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>4)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Accept: accept situation, accept people, accept yourself and then decide how you want to react, running away doesn’t help all the time.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>5)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Seek happiness in spiritual things , don’t pray to god if you don’t believe in that but indulge in activities which make you feel closer to him, he has blessed you with this great sense when we know what is wrong and what is not. I always think what thought must be in gods head when he created man , did he just create it like animals or he thought a lot before creating him. What must be his idea behind all this? Did he want us to behave like animals if yes then why did he give us special powers.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>6)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">No one can feel your pain the way you do , sharing may feel you better but rarely brings some help, Just try finding answers and solution with in</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>7)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Never give up things which bring smile on you face for anyone, the will be the cheapest bargain ever. Every time you feel dead start all over again but never let it go, People always talk about the things they used to do when they were in school, college dating , with friends , find the things which always bring smile on your fame and do it , <span> </span>how will you feel to fall in love with them all over again.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>8)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">How we remember the moments and memories in life and not days .Meet chat talk to old friends , they always bring some lovely memories about your past, Ask your mom how were you when you were a kid and she will have stories to share, she will tell you how mischievous you were too busy to be grumpy . How your cry was always followed by a giggle and then a laughter, how you would just cry once for a broken toy and then simply forget about it, how you would trouble her for the silliest and stupid things. </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.5in"> <span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span>9)<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">List down priorities in life –: Some activities are mandatory but bring no pleasure to you, do it anyway try with a bit more patience and precision and finish it fast to find time and energy for the things which you are passionate about. Don’t let mundane jobs take essence of your life, we can’t bring life to each activity we do but at least we should do some activity full of life daily.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></span></p>Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-35017512338522071302010-03-25T22:20:00.000-07:002011-06-01T10:30:29.746-07:00Small notes -I wanted freedom from the chains which had now starting piercing deep into the flesh leaving not even my bones untouched, I cried in pain, I screamed, it was unbearable – still i was inaudible. Helplessly I got up to walk few steps, before I crumbled and fall back for one last time and this time I was free – free from all the pains in this world till I will born again to be bound again by chains.<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Sometimes I find it very difficult to fight the fears within me, I feel clueless and it becomes almost difficult to think anything else. Feeling of being insignificant makes me feel away from the normal me.<br />I sometimes question myself that how difficult is it to motivate yourself to achieve something you love to do. I fear dying with a feeling that my life was a waste on earth.<br />I don’t know how to feel motivated and curb that negativity which resides within me to be a free soul<br /><br />will somebody help me please<br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />In future I know I will repent about some said and unsaid words , but the worst thing is that I don’t know about all this today.<br />Today i am driven by emotions in current phase, which makes me do what i am doing and makes me say things which i am saying.<br /><br />may be wisdom will come with mistakes and time<br />----------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />Complexity of life, people around disturbs me so much that sometimes I wonder why god created this, what was his purpose of the creation of such complex thoughts and situations. When I see at people around I feel life is so miserable, so much of loneliness.<br />Attachments detachments, Reading about all this is one thing but accepting it is something else. Sometimes I feel sad about so many things in life , they look very minor but just bring jest of life .<br /><br />We all feel like running away from sadness tension but it engulfs us and then destroys us<br /><br />God please save you , bless us , love us -<br /><p></p><p></p><p>--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</p><p>I am one soul. I just can’t concentrate on anything at all, I feel so lost irritated and sad most of the time, I just want to live away from all nonsense and concentrate on myself.<br />I feel least interested in anything I do. Be it work or personnel life , nothing excites me – somewhere I feel it is sigh of depression , but it is quit funny when I really don’t have much reason to be depressed, and yes no one will ever realize it, I just feel like getting away from all this . I feel like leaving everything and going back to my family and spend peaceful time with them all – may be till eternity.<br /><br />I am really missing so many important things in life that some years later I will have nothing left with me. It is really a wired world, and yes being a human is the worst punishment god can ever give us, I feel so lonely most of the time. I talk chat and chill but inside a feel a big hallow, darkness and more darkness, I feel scared when I close my eyes as I feel that this chaos is going to gulp me completely. Sometimes life blesses you with reasons to smile and sometimes you just can’t find a single reason to live. I don’t know what I want in life, I just don’t know. I just live a lifeless life.<br /><br />Out of all this chaos what I love most is talking to my mom – I just feel that she just binds me to this whole world when we are just no one.<br /></p><br /><p> </p><p> </p>Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-12742402300383026592010-03-25T22:16:00.000-07:002010-03-25T22:19:06.458-07:00we just miss out the real flavor of lifeI have observed something funny these days.<br /><br />I am crazy about this particular song and love listening to it endlessly on my mobile, this song has 2 paragraphs and the funny thing is that while 2nd paragraph starts (which is my most fav 1) I start feeling uneasy as I start bothering more about the end of song as I need to replay it before next song starts playing. In that way I never enjoy it completely and am more bothered about the replay activity.<br /><br />I found it really stupid as - I was not actually enjoying the song and was feeling totally uneasy - sort of uncomfortable, I don't know if something like this happens to you , but I feel this very frequently . May be I am generally overexcited about this.<br /><br />I can share 1 classic example<br /><br />When I am having starter \ soup , more than enjoying it what I am bothered is the food item I am gonna order for main course , and while having main course I just think about the desert me gonna order. Do you know in the process I enjoy nothing - except the confusion? :)<br /><br /><em><strong>The idea of just sitting back casually and enjoying life is missing - We are always in hurry - But I fail to understand why –Have we programmed ourselves like this ??</strong></em><br /><br />I guess in real life too we just miss out the real flavor of life and like worrying about what is gonna happen next - and i hate this :(Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-4119752955618102202010-03-11T17:32:00.000-08:002010-03-11T04:02:58.868-08:00Un-complicate LifeWell this is really easier said than done , I don't have any mantra to share that can uncomplicated things in your life but yes atleast if you paste this message on your desk and near you bed then definitely you will start doing something about it.<br /><br /><br /><br />Last few weeks I was endlessly upset about things, not very major though - but just too cribbing, complaining and least interested in anything I do. I know we all feel same at some point of life, Sometimes we have big problems to worry about and most of the times we just pay more importance to irrelevant things which lead to unhappiness.<br /><br /><br /><br />This is what I am gonna do about it, Just feel like announcing it online so that I kind of make a open commitment J<br /><br /><br /><br />1. Don't bother about -ve things \ people in personnel and professional life, just ignore them. They are not worth that you should waste time and effort thinking about them. Work by you strengths and forget about weaknesses.<br /><br /><br /><br />2. List down things which bother you , everything even the silliest like " will I get to leave early today from office" , after that sort them as worries which are in your control and which are not , this will get clutter out of your mind at least you will know about the thoughts which go in your mind.<br /><br /><br /><br />3. For worries which are in your control just list all possible solutions for them and paste then infort of you everywhere , like my worry is " if I can get morning bus to office " and solution is that " I need to get up early for that ". Just write it down somewhere and revisit that page again and again , revisit and start applying the solution.<br /><br /><br /><br />4. For worries which are not in your control - just try to get rid of them from your mind. I know it is really difficult but any little effort is worth the effect.<br /><br /><br /><br />5. Understand people around and just ensure that you behave with them just the way they expect - well it doesn't mean changing your basic personality, It simply means to avoid tiffle with people for eg, I don't mind teasing people , some people take it in healthy sense and some really get annoyed so I ensure I don't behave with people who don't like it at all.<br /><br /><br /><br />6. Love people and be assured that they love you, don't start doubting it again and again - this way you are just giving yourself pain, different people have different ways of expressing themselves and if people don't react the way we want then we get upset, some people are very expressive and some are very subtle, it is difficult to change the basic nature of a person so the best way is to accept the way he \ she is with his weaknesses. Pinpointing weaknesses just make things worse , Remember even we are not perfect<br /><br /><br /><br />7. Have happy friends , and just be happy friends to others , sometimes we don't need a problem solver but a cheerer , Chit chat , bitch , laugh , crib , tease and gossip with your happy friends just laugh out loud with them .<br /><br /><br /><br />8. Stay away from people who are always cribbing, they are killing leave them alone - unless you want to be like one.<br /><br /><br /><br />9. Enjoy being in love with you , list down things which you like and can be done alone , may be a walk , painting , reading , shopping , gyming do any of these when you dont have any company . It is good to spend time with yourself.<br /><br /><br /><br />10. Be selfish sometimes, indulge in luxury, and lie royally sometimes. There is no harm when you are not harming anyone in the process.<br /><br /><br /><br />11. Wear a smile and just compliment people, share good things and they will come back to you.<br /><br /><br /><br />12. Spend time with your loved ones and cherish that time , remember the times when you were dying to do so and had nobody to talk to, don't waste good times in stupid egos.<br /><br /><br /><br />13. Flush out - don't carry the extra baggage. Meet people and just chill out without bothering them about your problems - they too may have many.<br /><br /><br /><br />14. Be yourself - be honest to yourself, you are special. be in love with yourself , the way you drees , the way you style your hair , the way you walk - You are he best creation of godShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-54447902474326368332010-02-24T22:55:00.001-08:002010-02-25T04:13:49.993-08:00Just Random thoughts about me1. Meeting and just chilling with my family and loved ones, that is the bestest thing , just calling my parents and loved ones makes me feel go good and so wanted in this world , they are the best things to happen in life. And love me unconditionally. Wish them loads and tons of happiness and good health.<br /><br /><ul><li>2. A good day at work , well it need not be a very difficult project with complex stuff , but yes a well utilized day really makes me feel good. accomplishment are satisfying and appreciations are definitely icing on cake :)<br /><br />3. I love traveling , don’t know about the world but am surely gonna explore India for sure, The best part of trip is planning and googling about info , I read about peoples experiences through their blogs & pics and it is just so motivating that I sometimes feel like bag packing and just getting lost in woods for ever.<br /><br />4. Writing really gives me creative satisfaction, I know I am not the best writer - but whatever I write makes me feel proud and good – directly from heart to paper, it gives me immense satisfaction to just vomit all the frustrations and thoughts on my blogs , mostly people don’t agree with what I say , but some real sweet people (<em>especially Supreet – my spiritual guru and E-mail buddy , not met yet </em>) writes such motivating and enlightening comments that I feel charged up.<br /><br />5. Gulzar is my fav , I love what he writes and really want to be like him someday , his words aren’t simple but ya they are sugar coated , that guy only can make “<strong>Kaminey</strong>” " word sound like “<strong>Gurr ke dali</strong> “. Mirza galib is another superb thing , his writings are in urdu - which I hardly understand but still they are beautiful. some of his lies </li><li><em>Hamko maloom hai jannat ki haqeeuat lekin , dil ko khush rakhne ka khayal accha hai </em></li><li><em>Hame kya bura tha marna , agar eeek bar hota </em></li><li><em>na tha kuchch to KHuda tha, kuchch na hota to KHuda hota<br /></em></li></ul><p>6. I love reading and <strong>Paul Chealo</strong> is my fav writer, if you have read his books especially “ Zahir” you can feel what a superb spiritual guy he is. I feel so closer to god and myself when I read his books. I have read “<strong>Witch of portbeilio</strong>” twice and am planning to read it again. I wanna meet him some day .<br /></p><p>7. I love meeting friends, specially the old ones, I don’t have any new friends thanks to my so called snobbish behavior. Well with time I have become a strong believer of one stupid theory “<em> It is good to have friends , but at very superficial level</em> “ except one or two may be – <em>Sunaina if you are reading this then i want to tell you that I love you and thanks for all the love and beautiful letters , you are a real darling </em>, For rest all I just love to interact , chill , share , have good quality time , but then try to be disconnected, somewhere I have started feeling that I lack quality of being a good friend , I can give love immensely to people I love - but am stupid enuff to expect same in return and it doesn’t work most of the time – people get busy , moody , choosy and then they just get lost without bothering much - well same holds true for me also sometimes .<br /><br />8. I love being with myself, I feel we are always alone in our worst phase of life - that is the time when we need people most , so if you can manage that time alone then why not whole life - I know it sounds depressing but trust me it is always good to communicate to yourself, who knows you better . It is very important to spend time with yourself and it really helps you a lot.<br /><br />9. This is me</p><ul><li><em>I love not to take bath / brush my teeth on Sundays </em></li><li><em>Read paper from last page to first. </em></li><li><em>Can waste whole day reading blogs and whole night reading books or just listening to songs </em></li><li><em>I can talk endlessly on any stupid topic till you get real bored and ask me to shut up. </em></li><li><em>Their are days when I just retire to myself and hate people around</em></li><li><em>I just feel so confused and restless when I visit temple. I feel more unstable and really weak . Feel like running away and can’t concentrate on anything at all. </em></li><li><em>Sometimes I am very moody , and feel like crying endlessly without any reason </em></li><li><em>I feel internaly so happy for so many days that i find it irritating when people say they are not happy with things. </em></li><li><em>I am not much tolerant to people whom I don’t like. I prefer to ignore.</em></li><li><em>I find it difficult to express myself, and retire to silent retaliation mode when I don’t like something. </em></li><li><em>I just try to find stupid reasons to calm down - when people are not so good to me</em></li><li><em>I love buying clothes , and yes discarding them ( a typical girlie thing) </em></li><li><em>You can consult me for advices, I am good at this – but yes fail to follow same. easy is to preach. </em></li><li><em>I bitch and crib a lot though I know this is so so so bad. </em></li><li><em>I worry a lot, you will never realize it with my stupid jokes but inside I am such a tension freak. </em></li><li><em>I love reading history – “ Multiple invasions on India “ , “ Hinduism “ , “ Gennis khan “ , ” Jews “ are my fav topics .</em></li><li><em>I love exploring new eating joints and yes “ Kashmiri Wazwan “ is my fav food. There can nothing be as good as “ Roganjosh “ and “ Chok Charvan” . yummmmmm </em></li><li><em>I feel very guilty if i indulge in some luxary , i just feel sad about it later thinking about so many people who just cant do it - i really hate being made like this</em></li><li><em>I have 0% determination and fail everyday :(</em></li></ul>Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-27792931683984428312009-04-02T06:27:00.000-07:002009-04-02T06:28:07.002-07:00JUST A SHOULDER TO CRY<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">I entered her room, she was upset –I finished my work and left the room with out bothering her.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">After that I was not able to concentrate on anything so I decided to finally ask her if she needed any help<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">I sat next to her, asked her “if anything was wrong”, she said “do you really care?”<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">(I wished to say no -- crazy girl, I was trying to be nice and she was rude, but tried my best to control myself as I though that this was not the right time to think about all this)<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">I again asked her – “can I help?”<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">She said “No -you just leave”<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">(Now this was too much, and I actually got up to leave the room – she cared least and I was fuming)<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">Controlling me I again sat next to her.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">I told her “tell me if I can help and if you think I can’t and still need a shoulder to cry then don’t hesitate”<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">Next few days were dry - just hiee and byessss – I decided not to probe further (but trust me it was really difficult for me)<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">Then on the fourth day I just went inside her room and sat next to her, didn’t say anything – just sat there.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">She hugged me tightly and cried endlessly for almost 20 min - wetting my tee and almost suffocating me.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">None of us said anything but she cried her heart out and I let her to - as I had made a promise “in case you need a shoulder to cry don’t hesitate”:<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;">Sometimes what we need is just a shoulder to cry<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p>Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-17039149196311186282007-12-05T04:42:00.000-08:002007-12-05T04:43:00.390-08:00I ask god for forgiveness.Previous few days have been lifeless,<br />I was getting up every day to finish the day to sleep on time,<br />And sleeping each night to get up early to reach office on time.<br /><br />Life was going nowhere – still it is not on track infact I have started believing that it will never be<br />When people say “ Manush Janam is a sin “ may be they are right<br />when ISKON preaches “ To move away from this mortal body and devote yourself to god” may be they also are right ,<br /><br />I have seen so many contradicting people that by the end it is difficult for me to identify what I belong to.<br />I love buying stuff – when ISKON preaches that “ MOH tayag do , Icheon pe niyantran( Control your desires)” then this though goes for a toss when I want to buy something I like<br />My heart - body - mind all shout in union “I want this”<br /><br />It seems difficult to withdraw myself from this life.<br />But then at personnel level I have become very - very patient,<br />I try to analyze before reacting to anything<br />Listen to people even if I differ and never force anyone into something I feel is right<br />Do what I can to me best level, least expecting people to contribute there bit<br />Slowly - Slowly trying to do good to my soul.<br /><br />It is so much difficult to react to so many things sometimes that I pray to god for forgiveness for being selfish.<br />I take a deep breath and console myself for the lost tears.<br />I ask god for forgiveness.Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-65346845618180555432007-06-06T02:37:00.000-07:002017-05-28T21:35:36.965-07:00Abstract<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
We don’t know what it takes to Love or Live<br />
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May be we will always live in Darkness and Ignorance<br />
Our lives are divided into slots and<br />
We are living a normal life by shuffling between these slots,<br />
We learn a particular way of living from the people around us and just follow it<br />
We never ask questions as we have no one to answer to then.<br />
And to avoid answering these questions we keep distracting ourselves<br />
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But while shuffling in between these slots we feel an un-fulfilled void , as if we are cheating ourselves or simply escaping<br />
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Busyness wont do any good to our soul, but definitely make us feel less useless<br />
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Fears, loneliness, desperation starts residing in our hearts and slowly conquer bigger parts of our soul<br />
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<em>How much hard we try to hide from others, </em><br />
<em>we are always naked in front of our own soul.</em><br />
<em>And this is the most painful part of life , </em><br />
<em>you can escape from world but not from yourself</em></div>
Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-64036206794723417162007-04-25T23:35:00.001-07:002007-05-02T01:16:11.210-07:00It may be difficult to detach – but that is the only way to happinessWe all want to do that one thing which gives our soul happiness and our life the <strong>perfect</strong> meaning<br />You don’t need to be someone different (eg a movie start or a player) to be happy<br />But you need to learn to enjoy small things in life<br /><br />We all need love to grow<br />It makes us beautiful,<br />It makes your heart happy<br />Love means freedom,<br /><br />But then you also need to learn one basic thing that people, situations and priorities changes,<br />Everything changes in due course of time<br />How much you cry, nothing gonna change and you need to understand this<br /><br />Love, but don’t expect – you will be happy<br /><br />It may be difficult to detach yourself – but that is the only way to happinessShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-25768491726203771472007-04-25T23:07:00.000-07:002007-05-02T01:19:20.898-07:00DEDICATED to my all time favourite writer – Paul Coelho<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisl0RkiCv-8DyN_rnIe8gGsVMltV4qA7pAkYm3XsBmL2xnpJwxlhTQn3EJcvm8HpJESKgypX8H2pXXU7Q9-IDDSQ024T7wj9TscyePosmM1uD0PRqQISykhHS8c1YJAvY_ait6AQ/s1600-h/Zahir.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5057615139146895970" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisl0RkiCv-8DyN_rnIe8gGsVMltV4qA7pAkYm3XsBmL2xnpJwxlhTQn3EJcvm8HpJESKgypX8H2pXXU7Q9-IDDSQ024T7wj9TscyePosmM1uD0PRqQISykhHS8c1YJAvY_ait6AQ/s320/Zahir.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />When I read zahir – I cried loudly .<br />That was the book which touched my soul<br />I felt so many incidents and narrations close to my heart,<br />I feel as if writer knows me<br />May be he understands me , and I could realte to him in so many ways<br /><br />Alchamist was OK.<br />May be I did not understand that book<br /><br /><br />But<br /><br />“Veronica decided to die” and “eleven minutes” were magic and masterpieces<br /><br />Really so many times we feel the way Veronica felt<br />-- Aimless –<br />as if we are deprived of love,<br />as if something is missing in life,<br />as if we want something but don’t know what<br /><br />We still crave for something<br /><br /><strong><em>“That actually made me feel that life is all about dreams – pick one and live for that “<br />“ You are always alone in the worst phase of life ,you have to fight all battles alone - cribbing and crying wont help , just learn to live with yourself “<br />“ Zahir – search for your Zahir , he/ she will bring best out of you “<br />“How so ever difficult it may be – but never let your inner self (the kid) with in you die – trust me we all are beautiful in one way or other “<br />"Laugh out loud, cry out loud – for whom are you holding back yourself “</em><br /></strong><br />“Eleven minutes”<br /><br />People who have read the book know what the 11 minutes writer is talking about.<br />Again this book dealt with a very sensitive issue<br />Not a single sentence was offensive<br />Maria was a prostitute – and Paul beautifully presented her as a Mother - Sister – Partner -- Friend through her profession<br />He presented her profession with respect.<br />Men (Her customer) used to come to her not because she was beautiful , but she could absorb their pain.<br />She never complained, she accepted them the way they were .<br />She made them feel good.<br /><br />I think she really was an angel?<br />A mother 20 years of age, who could console a 40 years old man<br /><br /><strong>“<em>Then that book was about dreams too, holding back any feeling in a small age – haunted her through out her life </em>“</strong><br /><br /><br />The other book I liked about the author was “Fifth Mountain “<br />It talked about rebuild<br />Rebuild what is destroyed<br />Every one of us is born with a purpose,<br />God will definitely bring you close to that.<br />He will do his bit, rest is left on you.<br /><br /><strong><em>“Just try to rebuild which has broken</em> “</strong><br /><br />The latest one which I read was “By the piadra, I sat and cried “<br /><br />Love is the most beautiful feeling and strength in this world.<br />Mother can do anything for her baby – and that is the true and purest form of love<br />If any other relation can just touch that one – believe me you have made something meaningful out of your life.<br /><br /><strong>“<em>Believe your dreams, how stupid they are, they belong to you, follow them chase them</em> “<br /></strong><br /><br />‘” Maketub “and “like a flowing river “were collection of short stories,<br />All of them heart touching<br /><br /><strong>I wonder how blessed Paul is<br />He can touch so many lives<br />He writing is so powerful<br />He actually has given meaning to so many lives<br />When I read him, I feel his thoughts are so simple.<br />He books actually penetrate your heart and – you are left with a mesmerizing effect</strong>Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-17013199603672116042007-04-25T22:29:00.000-07:002007-04-25T22:30:02.845-07:00Do you know why we should write?Do you know why we should write?<br />In the night before going to sleep,<br />We generally go through flashback.<br />I mean so many things run through our mind ….<br />And the very next day we forget all that.<br /><br />Writing gives your mind stability,<br />You tend to give shape to your thoughts and then you relate to so many people like you<br /><br /><br />Has it ever happened to you that you are traveling (may be in a bus / train)<br />Watching the trees and people outside,<br />Looking at the clouds and mountains and watching then receding away when your train speeds up.<br />At that time your mind is full of thoughts, so many - so many of them - you just keep wondering –<br />That time your mind is calm and away from your daily stuff so you are free from the rest of the world and you are on your own –<br /><br />That is the time which is meant for your dreams and your retrospection into your past , and your future –<br />Try to write down all these feeling if possible<br /><br />Everything that you feel<br />Even the stupidest stuff, let people laugh at them<br />Don’t give a dammShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-5470322835269920382007-04-19T22:19:00.000-07:002007-04-19T22:45:52.611-07:00How to Move away from all thisI have been thinking a lot on trivial things<br />But they bring me closer to god<br />We run after stupid things<br />We always tend to bend to make people around us happy<br />We generally forget to water our own heart<br /><br />In the end everything is futile<br />In the end everything turns meaningless<br />Why run after things which are gonna die anyways<br /><br />Move away from all this<br /><br />Sometimes it is very - very difficult to understand all this<br />I turn so mean and selfish that I just don’t want to think all this<br />I close my eyes like ostrich and feel that time will pass by<br /><br />It becomes difficult to detach but I guess that is the only way outShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-66255697230955025802007-04-19T22:10:00.000-07:002007-04-19T22:12:06.126-07:00Momentary happiness brings more sadness and vacuum in lifeThe day I plan to detach my self<br />Life becomes suddenly easy<br /><br />The day I plan to be easy going<br />Life annoys me with stupid conflicts<br /><br />I feel confused and lifeless<br /><br />I wonder how to detach myself<br />Momentary happiness brings more sadness and vacuum in life<br /><br />I want to achieve complete happiness<br />I want a life<br />Less people dependent<br />Less material dependent<br />Less need dependentShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-34658501488899226002007-04-03T05:49:00.001-07:002007-04-03T05:49:30.312-07:00BooksAfter a gap of almost one year<br />Again I started reading in full swing<br />Sybil, Godfather, by the river piadra I sat and cried and water are done<br />And the pending list has<br />Shantaram 40% left (Book Size scares me)<br />Animal Farm (50% )<br />1984<br />Princess<br />Tusedays With Morrie<br />World Is Flat<br />Papilion<br />A walk to remmember<br />Brida<br /><br />Books I want to reread<br />Zahir<br />Alchemist<br />Monk Who Sold his FerrariShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-56484653736583813192007-04-03T05:20:00.001-07:002007-04-03T05:34:37.432-07:00Why and WhatShed the unnecessary was a line which I encountered many times<br />I read it in “the monk who sold his Ferrari”<br />Shed the unnecessary<br />Crawl don’t run<br />If today you have thought that tomm you will become intelligent then it is sheer foolishness<br />Life does not take jumps but takes little steps<br />The first that can be done is as simple as realizing what and why?<br />What is unnecessary in your life?<br />And why is it necessary to shed itShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-25899111216998987472007-04-03T05:03:00.002-07:002007-04-03T05:04:16.787-07:00Aimless - AimlessI was wondering on road<br />Aimless – Aimless<br />I walked on same road many times<br />I kept walking to and fro<br />Round and round<br />When I got tired – I sat for some time<br />Then again I got up<br />Moved in circles<br />Tooooooooooo froooooooooo<br />Tooooooooooo froooooooooo<br />I again got tired and took some rest before I started again<br /><br />Until I realized I have got a motive<br />God wants me to keep movingShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-7875997358525781852007-04-03T04:37:00.001-07:002020-04-29T01:20:50.111-07:00NameSake<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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My fav Dialogues from the movie<br />
Ashima - “Probably he was teaching me to live alone “<br />
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Ashok – oh ho - no camera, we came this long and forgot camera, now what to do<br />
hmmm – googol do one thing, remember this<br />
Gogol – till when baba<br />
Ashok – till ever beta<br />
Gogol – baba - what do have I to remember<br />
Ashok – remember you and I came to a place<br />
From where we couldn’t go anywhere<br />
Gogol – k baba<br />
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Ashima – There was no need to do this<br />
Gogol – But I wanted to do it<br />
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I remembered about the day I used to school with my dad<br />
Holding his finger with my small hand<br />
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Running to keep pace with him<br />
We can never repay to our parents<br />
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“Maybe today you get angry when you see budding M F Hussein’s paintings on the walls of your house<br />
When I leave my fingerprints on the wall<br />
Soon I will grow and you will keep wondering – when the fingerprints won’t match “<br />
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That day I won’t be your little kid anymore<br />
That day even I will feel stupid about the pencil sketches on the walls</div>
Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-84300330783307458612007-04-03T04:18:00.000-07:002007-04-03T04:20:42.398-07:00Ignorance would have been blissI have met very less people like me - who know that they are confused<br />God has brought me closer to Questions but have left me wandering to find answers<br /><br />God has also made a whole class who are untouched by confusion<br />They are busy in parting and enjoying and are untouched by so many things<br />I asked god “why you made me to like this ?”<br />I would have been happy if I would have been untouched by your feel<br />I would have been normal like many others – who are bound by limits when they think they are free<br />I would have felt liberated in a cage – though unknown to the cage around me<br />Timeless happiness would have been restricted to things I could have been able to buy by money<br /><br />Ignorance would have been bliss<br /><br />Now I am a dead man<br />I belong to No world<br />I can’t attain happiness in materialistic things<br />Neither can I be an atheist nor a common man<br />Will I live in confusion throughout?Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-81062320857214717682007-04-03T03:31:00.001-07:002007-04-03T03:31:42.593-07:00Blissful Boredom<span style="color:#ff0000;">Blissful Boredom</span><br /><br />These days when I don’t have much work<br />I keep dedicatedly updating my blog<br />I love writing<br />There is some magic attached with words<br />You feel light after vomiting out on paper<br />Then they don’t retaliate back<br />Blame anyone – they won’t contradict<br />Crib big time – words wont feel drizzy<br />Share your insane dreams – they won’t laugh at you<br />Visit them after ages – they won’t complain<br /><br />They Just Absorb your BoredomShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-77075725244773494422007-04-02T23:17:00.001-07:002007-04-02T23:17:27.835-07:00Pursuit of happiness is not invention of happiness but it is discovery of happiness“When you are unhappy or sad think about the positive things in your life<br />May be your parents, any good friend, your job, your past achievement<br />You will feel great to god when you realize that you are blessed with so many beautiful things in life<br />There are people in life who are not as privileged as you are “<br /><br />I know it is easy to say than done<br /><br />But “Pursuit of happiness is not invention of happiness but it is discovery of happiness”<br />At any moment life won’t be that dark that you won’t find a single reason to smile<br />Everything is matter of time<br />Never stop trying but never take failure to heart<br />People who evolve from failures as winners are the toughest people to deal with<br />They cherish success and enjoy it the most<br /><br />Have Fun And God Bless YouShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-22432220462997739552007-04-01T23:33:00.001-07:002007-04-02T00:16:52.994-07:00happiness belongs to youOff late I have become more patient somehow<br />Don’t know why but I have realized that allowing people and conditions to handle your mood is not wise<br />Mind and heart are full of conflicts<br />Contradicting thoughts<br />Conflicting situations<br />At any moment you have multiple choices which make your life more demanding<br />The decision that brings you closer to humanity is always the best decision<br />The decision which leaves you with no heavy heart is the best decision<br />The decision that helps you to move away from anger and selfishness is the best decision<br />The decision that makes you humble is the best decision<br /><br />You always have choices to react – but the reaction leaves you with no guilt is the best choice<br />The reaction which makes your heart proud of you is the best decisionShallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27010913.post-40512993969328758382007-03-29T23:02:00.001-07:002007-03-29T23:07:25.778-07:00black friday<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8M0rOTwk0tgCYKkRTiyGrlDmGe5pl4b25iOHc7mbwroMkEOS1-vioa8ta2hHfsr4YxYwyPnLt4wgfU02Le2uEV1olr0Z2y3McQS3qrXkHxZfTz9mjnOUqHWewZWfadU842s61aw/s1600-h/badshah.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5047595184599515714" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8M0rOTwk0tgCYKkRTiyGrlDmGe5pl4b25iOHc7mbwroMkEOS1-vioa8ta2hHfsr4YxYwyPnLt4wgfU02Le2uEV1olr0Z2y3McQS3qrXkHxZfTz9mjnOUqHWewZWfadU842s61aw/s320/badshah.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I saw Black Friday Some 2 months back<br />I don’t know what made me write a post on that today<br /><br />May be I saw Pawan Malhotras (Tiger Menon) picture in yesterdays newspaper<br /><br />Black Friday was promoted as a movie on Mumbai bomb blasts<br />It was promoted as a KK movie<br />It was promoted as Pawan Malhotra movie<br />“ Akkha Mumbai ko Angar bana deega “<br />Shit he was mind-blowing in that scene<br /><br />But But But<br />The Hero Of the movie was “badshah Khan” ( Aditya Srhivastav )<br />People who have seen the movie can never deny the fact that he rocked in each and every scene in the movie<br />If was not a movie entirely about hindu muslim roits<br />But that concept was simply backdrop of the movie<br /><br />Story was about self evolvement<br />Or simply mind change of a person<br />It was about transformation of<br />Badshah Khan THE criminal to a police witness.<br /><br />“bharam bhaap ke - sharam dhaanp ke - karam naap ke -bhaaga re”<br />this song is the most haunted song I have heard in recent times<br /><br />Kks statement “ Is bar Khudha hamare saath hai – tumhare saath nahi “<br />Made him realises that there is no justification to his acts </div><br /><div><br /><em>"raat hindole pe baitha ek</em></div><br /><div><em>banda rota jhul gaya</em></div><br /><div><em>padhli aaj kuraan magar main </em></div><br /><div><em>aayaton ko bhul gaya</em></div><br /><div><em>kaahe re kohla ko dhunde hain </em></div><br /><div><em>iss makadi ki jaalein mein</em></div><br /><div><em>wo bhi baat madina mein hain </em></div><br /><div><em>jo hai baat shivaalay mein</em> "<br /><br />No crime can be justified in front of any god<br />It is a mind blowing movie</div>Shallyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07028782607182797967noreply@blogger.com0