hazaro kwahishe asi -- mere arman fir bhi kam nikle

hazaroon kwahishe asi, ke har khawaish pe dum nikle
but nikle mere arman fir bhi kam nikle,nikalna ho khulke

nikalna KHuld se aadam ka sunte aayaiN haiN lekin
bohot be_aabru hokar tere kooche se ham nikle

zara kar jor seene par ki teer-e-pursitam niklejo
wo nikle to dil nikle, jo dil nikle to dam nikle

kahaaN maiKHaane ka darwaaza 'GHalib' aur kahaaN waaizpar
itana jaante haiN kal wo jaata tha ke ham nikle

cant recall everything but these are some beautifully written lines by galib which i can never forget

sach bohut nikle mere arman lekin fir bhi kaam nike

aaraman means desires right??
we all like to live for - with and in desires -- sounds weired right??
but definetely sounds true

I , U , He , She we all at some point of time feel lonely deserted thrown out
The normal question asked to people is how is life and the normal answer we get is "It sulks" or"Sick"

Isnt it strange?
When the world revolves around buttons and everything is accesible with in seconds then why we are not happy?

Nice parents nice friends nice jobs what else can we ask for - still all of us feel like paking our bags and running to himalayas

why?????

So many things to think about , always preoccupied with work , still we fell hollow.

why??

Freedom to live the way you want, freedom to go anywhere , freedom to be free - still we all feel caged most of the time

Hey dont expect me to answer it I am myself searching for the answers
I dont know what makes me sad most of the time

I feel

the only person i can rely in life is myself
the only person i can talk to is myself
the only person i can curse is my self

I dont know wether this crap makes any sense or not these are just scattered thoughts in my mind and i have put them the way they came

100% khalis(means PURE)

Nothing interesting

Hey got up late , dressed up in hurry, Gulped
my breakfast and hurrily left my building for office..

Walked till the main gate
hey surprisingly now there was no hurry, beautiful morning(11am though noon)
but it was beautiful , clouds - ooooooooohhhhhhhh cannt describe them-- every time i look at then they just look different, walked slowly and enjoyed that stroll
Saw some kids playing , my heart jumped as i too wanted to do so..
I felt releived from some much mess going in my dumb head..


I sometimes feel that we all deserve these moments in life
Just gazing at different things and you dont have to rush for things
Sit quietly for some time and just think

one more causal day in my life

Today nothing can break my morals, I am feeling like a free bird .Flying with no constaints and restrictions , world is open to me so am i to it. I think things upset you only when you allow them to do so. Be proactive in your life , just do what you feel like . It gives awesome feeling to fulfil your dreams, who are you scared of. you are here to live your life not others . so rock the way i am . Have fun , we all deserve it.

dreams

In my dream ,I was running away from so many things - away just running away, running faster than the things which were following me, did not take a break just kept running dont know where but away from everything where nothing could bother me, away from people, away from work, away from feeling away , away from hurting anyone, just running, the dream was endless so donno how much distance i covered but everytime i closed my eyes i could still see the things which i wanted to avoid. Oh god will i be punished like this till death?????????????????????
here goes one more weird thought ,
Sometimes i feel you should be the way god has made u, live the way u want to live , care NIL for the ppl around u, but then i realise it is always easy to live with this attitude but the difficult thing is to stay where u r and fight back

bored like hell

It is 1156 am . I have got mobile testing work to do.Work is so exciting but something within me is dead, feeling lazy and irritated for nothing . Any other person will be excited for the quality of work i have right now- but i am feeling dull, I need some change else will die like this ... Life is a perception.It is up to you , the way you want to take it, You actually have so many things to do that you dont have time to crib about things . people , situations and hardships - all these things will always be there to test your patience , but you need to be strong and should turn more stronger with every passing ordeal. It is always the will power which keeps you alive , you have to decide for yourself. If life slaps you be proactive and fight back

life is like this

Hey if you want to live or enjoy something to fullest just reach to its limits -- forget the rules , because once u start bothering about reactions you stop being yourself --- Be expressive -- Luv and Hatred are god gifted so is the Freedom of expression