River

Maiy chali aaj - nayi umang ke saath
pahado ko cheeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrtiiiiiiiii hui
kao nahi rok sakta hai muje.

kahi rahe mili to nikal le
kahi nahi to nayi bana le

jana muje door sagar tak hai .

River:

It has a determination and destination in mind ,
It will reach there and will never stop inbetween whatsoevr may happen

Then i feel it send across a -ve message too.
It never fights against mountains, it just looks for easy way out.

Gone Days

I have Started realising that there is something like good old days ,
and there is no way to chase or to revisit them.
They are gone- Gone for ever :-(

Life takes turns - i mean the unplanned ones.
Thing that mean world today , may be of no importance tomm.
Sometimes i feel god has made humanbeings so dammmmm emotionless that .
They just live for themselves .

We love people just because we need them -
Do we ever love a person just beacuse he/she needs us.

I want control back of my life

Hmmm recall the last time u had a hearty laugh
Long back .......... gruesome isnt it

I dont remmeber when last time i was happy from within

I need to traceback the history

I want control back of my life
I dont want any XYZ person ruling my life

It is sick

-vevity and +vevity

I sometimes wonder if there is any relationship between -vevity and +vevity
As i feel the 2 develop different personalities altogether.
But then sometimes i feel one routs to another
How????? hmmm
let me try to answer......
What means being +ve -- simple being non -ve
or simply the absence of -vevity means being +ve
Like also is like that
does happiness mean absence of sadness in life or presence of soemthing else in life

we never remember days but the moments

some things have lost their meaning in life
I am running --- don't know after what
we all have somehow forgotten the real meaning of life
There is something more beautiful part attached to it,
I don't know where is it ? who is it ?.....
just close your eyes for some time,
there will definitely be some beautiful time
that brings smile on our face
Remember:- we never remember days but the moments

mera kuch saman

mene kaha zindhagi yahi ke yahi tak ke liye thi kya
Agar tum mano to nayi ho bhi sakti hai
Na mano to bhi hum jeena chodenge nahi
Akele bhi kayi dooriyon ko tay kar sakte hai

Zindhagi badsoorat hai, to kya hum badsoorti se jiyenge
Udhas hai to udasi se
Kehdo zindhagi se
Hum bhi uske jese hi tanha hai magar akele nahi
..... 2006

One Last Time

HAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I closed my eyes,
this time i wished that it should be the last time.

I wished - not again I want to feel the World around
I wished no more of anything

But Alas!
I still have to stay back and fight for i don,t know what

What is life?
Who makes it?
How does it feel?
How does it look?

All these questions are still unanswered and i have opened my eyes again to search for the meaning