dreams

In my dream ,I was running away from so many things - away just running away, running faster than the things which were following me, did not take a break just kept running dont know where but away from everything where nothing could bother me, away from people, away from work, away from feeling away , away from hurting anyone, just running, the dream was endless so donno how much distance i covered but everytime i closed my eyes i could still see the things which i wanted to avoid. Oh god will i be punished like this till death?????????????????????
here goes one more weird thought ,
Sometimes i feel you should be the way god has made u, live the way u want to live , care NIL for the ppl around u, but then i realise it is always easy to live with this attitude but the difficult thing is to stay where u r and fight back