People say if you feel life is hollow then move to spirituality
It simply balances life
I don’t know how that move will be
But I feel close to god
I don’t worship daily
Ignore promises made to god very easily
Feel too lazy to visit him
Make plan to visit picture halls near the lord’s house but forget to take his darshan
I curse him for so many things
I want him to forgive me easily
I want him to listen to me
3-4 years back, I was planning to join ISKON
That was a period I felt close to him
Nothing more mattered to me
But that thought came and went with in a week
I don’t know how to ask for forgiveness
Is there any easy way to connect to him?
How so ever hard I try
It is impossible to detach my self from luxuries
About Me
- Shally
- We are only here briefly, and in this moment I want to allow myself joy
1 comment:
BLESSED ARE YOU, THAT YOU ATLEAST "THOUGHT" OF JOINING ISCON...
THERE ARE SO MANY WHO NEVER THINK OF THE LORD...
THE FATHER OF ALL...
WE NEVER FORGET OUR BIOLOGICAL FATHER...
YET IT IS SO HUMAN TO FORGET "HIM"
WHO IS THE ONLY REASON BEHIND OUR EXISTENCE......
SPIRITUALITY/CONNECTING TO THE LORD DOES NOT MEAN JOINING INSTITUTIONS,FOLLOWING RULES SET BY THE COMUNITIES,WORSHIPPING HIM,VISITING TEMPLES OR MAKING AND BREAKING PROMISES(I CALL IT TRADING WITH THE LORD..WHAT CAN YOU GIVE IN RETURN TO THE CREATOR..ITS ALL HIS.. YOU OWN NOTHING TO GIVE IT TO HIM)
SPIRITUALITY/CONNECTING TO THE LORD IS NOTHING BUT REALISING THAT YOU ARE A SPIRIT/SOUL AND NOT THE BODY....THATS YOUR TRUE IDENTITY,TRUE SELF...
AND ONLY THE SPIRIT/SOUL CAN CONNECT WITH THE "SUPREME"..
TO KNOW THAT U ARE A SOUL YOU HAVE NO ALTERNATIVE BUT TO ABANDON YOUR LUXURIES............
AND WHAT IS SO DIFFICULT IN IT TO ABANDON THEM......
CAN YOU NOT LIVE WITHOUT A CUP OF COFFEE....
CAN YOU NOT GIVE UP UR FAV BRAND OF DENIMS...
IS IT REALLY VITAL NECCESSCITY FOR YOU TO ENTERTAIN YOUR OWN SELF..
IS IT VITAL NECESSITY FOR YOU TO PARTY ON WEEKENDS....
THINK AGAIN SHALLY...
THESE ARE LUXURIES AND NOT NECESSITIES OF YOUR BODY....
YOUR BODY CAN GO ON WITHOUT THEM...
AND IF THE BODY CAN GO ON BARE MINIMUM NEEDS THEN THE SOUL CAN GO ON EVEN WITHOUT THOSE BARE MINIMUM NEEDS.......
THE BASIC HINDERANCES ARE KNOWN AS ASTHATATTVAS....
5 SENSES...
6TH MIND..
7TH INTELLEGENCE...
8TH EGO....
TRY CONTROLLING UR SENSES FIRST....
DONT LET THEM RULE YOU ....
IF YOU FEEL LIKE EATING UR FAV DISH..GIVE UP EATING THAT DISH FOREVER....
IF YOU LIKE A PARTICULAR PERFUME...
NEVER USE IT AGAIN...
ONCE YOU ARE ABLE TO CONTROL UR SENSES....
UR MIND BECOMES LAME AND CAN BE CONTROLLED EASILY.....
AND THIS IS WHERE PEOPLE FAIL....
CAUSE ON CONQUERING THE MIND THEIR INTELLIGENCE AND EGO DO THEM BADLY....
THEY CANT OVERCOME THE LAST TWO STEPS AND FAIL AT THE VERY END...
SO B CAREFUL WITH YOUR EGO AND INTELLIGENCE...
NEVER LET THEM KILL U SPIRITUALLY..
OVERCOME THEM AND YOU REALISE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE...
HOW BEAUTIFUL EVERYONE IS...
HOW BEAUTIFUL THEWORLD IS...
AND MOST IMP
HOW BEAUTIFUL THE LORD IS......
TRY CONNECTING TO UR SELF
IF U STILL FEEL IT IS DIFFICULT DO LET ME KNOW...
MAY BE I CAN BE OF SOME HELP
LORD BLESS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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